Rant/Vent/sad thread

[NuclearBird]

Today, I was shown more concern for my mental health by my coworkers than my parents ever have. Something about that just doesn't feel right at all.

So it goes. No wise man ever said that the world would be kind.
Imho, a bit of introspective meditation seems to do the trick.
That or DOOM.

[Warrl]

Imho, a bit of introspective meditation seems to do the trick.
That or DOOM.

With the god-mode cheat code.

[Dadrobit]

God damn it!

Just earlier today I was talking to my sister-in-law about how obnoxiously "visible" my Ford is being all bright and shiny yellow.

Just now someone manged to back up into it as it was parked at the very end of a dead end street crumpling a goodly portion of my rear bumper... Her excuse was, "Oh, I thought I was hitting a tree or something, I must be tired..."

Do you [censored] often back up your van into trees?!?!?!?!

God damn it again! I take good care of my car and it gets struck while parked at the end of a friggin dead-end street in the middle of the damned day...... Ughhhhhhh.....

[NuclearBird]

God damn it!

Just earlier today I was talking to my sister-in-law about how obnoxiously "visible" my Ford is being all bright and shiny yellow.

Just now someone manged to back up into it as it was parked at the very end of a dead end street crumpling a goodly portion of my rear bumper... Her excuse was, "Oh, I thought I was hitting a tree or something, I must be tired..."

Do you [censored] often back up your van into trees?!?!?!?!

God damn it again! I take good care of my car and it gets struck while parked at the end of a friggin dead-end street in the middle of the damned day...... Ughhhhhhh.....

You wouldn't believe the variety of problems you can solve with a hard smack on the mouth.
BTW what kind of Ford is it?

[Dadrobit]

You wouldn't believe the variety of problems you can solve with a hard smack on the mouth.
BTW what kind of Ford is it?

2006 Ford SES ZX3

Basically this.

Fun little car, never given me any real problems in the couple years I've had it.

Unfortunately no jaw cracking for her. I need to get money to repair the damage first....

[NuclearBird]

You wouldn't believe the variety of problems you can solve with a hard smack on the mouth.
BTW what kind of Ford is it?

2006 Ford SES ZX3

Basically this.

Fun little car, never given me any real problems in the couple years I've had it.

Unfortunately no jaw cracking for her. I need to get money to repair the damage first....

Huh. That IS a nice car.
Shame about the accident.

[ChiaNyx]

But because of my small brother's problem, he can't help it so it, which leaves me as one-almost-angry person.

/end of vent.

I kind of get want you mean my little brother (11 now) has bi-polar disorder and ADHD and he'll get like that and you want to be mad but you know they're just trying to live and things aren't making sense for them so they get frustrated and last out. And sometimes I just want to say that still don't make it okay ...but then I think if I was them and the world didn't make sense to me because my brain functions differently than everyone else I'd probably be just as frustrated and angry as my brother or maybe your brother at the same situation...ya know?

I believe this like tantrums happen because nothing makes sense and you want it make sense ...but no matter how much you try it doesn't ...so the most common human reaction would be angry than sadness.

[ChiaNyx]

Someone wrote this comment on a music video about women not being pleasured by their parnters

>> I've never understood women who don't just tell the guy what he's doing wrong (or what he's not doing in some cases). How else is he going to know? people that "love each other" shouldn't be afraid to talk about their issues with each other. emasculating shouldn't come into the picture if the woman and man are equal partners (of any sexual persuasion).

To which I replied

>>I'd just like to say ....women may not say anything because of fear, either of being hit, emotionally hurt, or emotionally hurting their partner ...or they're tired because they've worked all day, are a part/ full time student, cleaned the house, cared for the dogs and kids and would prefer to be left alone, however, simple fact is if that's everyday, that a women says no...then that partner is going to start looking elsewhere.

Also women ...included myself can explain.... even in extreme cases look up porn tutorials of how to or what not...even though they're pretty skewed... to explain to their partner what they want and sometimes they still don't get it.

When your tired all the time because you do it all and are expected to by societal pressure ...at the end of the day you don't want to (or I don't want to) then have to school my partner...also a women may also not feel pleasure because of tiredness/ emotional disconnect because the women work more today than before not just in the workforce but at home too...mainly because more women are working towards university degrees than before and companies like hiring women because they can justify (to themselves) paying them less.

My point is when I or another woman does all this and it feels like there is barely any help from your partner with any of it....we don't tend to want to be our partners sex ed teacher on top of all of this.

Yes, this statement may not help any, however, this is the world we live in as youths ....where both parties have to work if you want to simply stay a float.>>

Also it makes me wonder if that person lives in la la land if he thinks a relationship is flowers and cookies

[Hulk10]

Just reading the way people in this thread were initially blasting their relatives for being autistic, annoys me because I to am on the autism spectrum, I'm a high functioning Autistic, but I'm not very self centered. And I find it very offensive to be thought of as being self centered. Being autistic simply means you have a hard time socializing with others. And its really upsetting to hear that some people regard us autistic people with contempt. I realize we can be difficult to deal with but its not our fault....... But you can't force people to understand but I would like to make it plain that we are not all selfish............. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

And another thing anime and manga like Aki Sora really depress me because they show people who are going against societal norms and that makes their life a whole lot harder.......

[Akira110]

I went on a diet, have been keeping my calories low for the last six days, go me. A victory if there ever was one, honestly. Why is this in the rant thread? I caused Hypoglycemia in myself with my diet as I just cut out sugars in general where I could. It's not [censored] fun, not at all. I was irritable for two days, then Nauseous and I wanted to throw up and augh... I felt a pressure in my face... and then today I felt the pressure return just after lunch as my blood sugar hadn't quite gotten back up to normal. I have never been so happy to eat something sweet in my life. I will never do that again. Will continue the diet, but I'm never eating that little of sugar again(Though eating excess is just as bad).

[Warrl]

I went on a diet, have been keeping my calories low for the last six days, go me. A victory if there ever was one, honestly. Why is this in the rant thread? I caused Hypoglycemia in myself with my diet as I just cut out sugars in general where I could. It's not [censored] fun, not at all. I was irritable for two days, then Nauseous and I wanted to throw up and augh... I felt a pressure in my face... and then today I felt the pressure return just after lunch as my blood sugar hadn't quite gotten back up to normal. I have never been so happy to eat something sweet in my life. I will never do that again. Will continue the diet, but I'm never eating that little of sugar again(Though eating excess is just as bad).

Yep, sugar withdrawal can be nasty. You CAN eat that little sugar (and non-fiber carbs in general) regularly, but most people should taper down rather than going cold turkey.

[Kellard]

It has been a while since I posted anything here.
Stuff has happened. Some of it was good, some of it was awful, but my problem is not the fact that happened, my problem is that all of it has had a negative effect on me, regardless of the outcome of the situation.
I want to scream, but I can't. These thoughts follow me everywhere all the time, and they haven't become any less intense over the months. It's a burden I have to live with, and one that is dealing some heavy damage at that.

The worst part is that I know I'm alone in this, just I have always been, but that's another topic... Which happens to not be the best thing to think about.

[Dadrobit]

I am a [censored] idiot.

Grade-A, Top-Notch, Free-Range, Idiot.

I am an idiot, and gross things happened under the spoiler as a result.

God I am so [censored] stupid....

Spoiler!

So I am currently dealing with a pretty gnarly case of strep throat. Just earlier, I took a look at the back of my throat and saw a bunch of white pusseous semiliquideous build up coming out of my right tonsil and covering part of my throat. Rather disgusted by how bad it looked, I attempted to hack it up and get it out. That turned out to be a painful and fruitless endeavor.

But let no one say I am without determination!

Undeterred by this, I sought my solution through usage of a handy dandy chopstick! And so with stick and flashlight in hand, I set to work meticulously scraping my throat. All was going well and pieces were slowly being removed, until the worst possible thing happened...

My body remembered that I do indeed have a rather ferocious gag reflex.

Immediately the whole contents of my stomach projectiled itself out and into my sink. Unfortunately, I have not eaten much of anything in the past few days, and combined with my heinous acid reflux, all flowing over a previously suffering area, you dear reader, can be most assured that it was not a happy feeling in any regard.

I have since decided three things.

1) Whatever is back there, is staying there until it naturally falls away.

2) Any time I say that I have "Cat like reflexes" in the future, it will always carry a secondary ulterior meaning for me.

3) I need a new set of chopsticks...

[Barth]

I'm not a doctor, but I don't think chop sticks should be used for that.

[Tesla Foxtrot]

The more i look around, the more i realise the people that once was here have left a long time ago, well, its nice seeing some familiar faces still being active but i wish i could to the people that left. Showing that i changed, that im not the person i once was, Im still Tesla, but my behavior have improved a ton as i remember everyday since i left i got bad memories of what i wrote and how i used to be.

If i could revert time and make up to everyone that i upset, i would, but im writing here today, saying im sorry to the people i once hurt.
I dont want hugs from people or anything. I just wanna show and tell i have improved my behavior.



Im here now showing i have improved and regret everything i done bad towards the people that been on this forum.